Why the list?

I mentioned that Jackie was my inpiration for taking on this list. She is one of the most creative, fun people I know. Tied to that, I hope that working on this list will force me to be more creative in my own life and to step outside my boring little box.

I have a feeling that a lot of women (especially working moms) can relate to this. I don't mean for this to sound like whining. I know I have a good life and am grateful for ALL the blessings that surround me. I have a healthy body and am able to get up early to run before work. I have a wonderful family to care for. I have a good job that I like most days. That said, I acknowledge that it is my choice to, after a long day, succumb to the siren song of the couch/TV/beer or wine and not do ANYTHING else. I am TIRED once the boy is in bed!! But I know that I can also make the choice to do more, instead of just being passive - I can turn off the TV and write, or knit, or find more recipes, or reach out to friends and family.

That's what this list is about, in truth. Pushing myself to be more present in my life, more creative, more engaged with all of the people I care about.

So . . . I'm giving myself a gold star tonight for writing and examining my motivation. And doing it with a beer but WITHOUT giving in to the couch and TV! Unfortunately, it's not a "new to me" beer so it can't go on the list. But that's what tomorrow at The Lockview with five of my favorite people is for!